Literary dream · Water
I jumped into the sea and regretted it
Tokyo, Japan · 1908
とうとう死ぬ事に決心した。それである晩、あたりに人のいない時分、思い切って海の中へ飛び込んだ。ところが——自分の足が甲板を離れて、船と縁が切れたその刹那に、急に命が惜しくなった。
At last I decided to die. One night, when no one was around, I threw myself into the sea. But — the instant my feet left the deck and I was cut off from the ship, I suddenly wanted to live.
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- Source
- Ten Nights of Dreams, First Night — Natsume Sōseki, 1908
- Record type
- Literary dream
- Place
- Tokyo, Japan · Japanese
- Date
- 1908
- Uncertainty
- Moderate — Contains a depiction of a suicide attempt.
- Imagery
- Boat · Sea · Falling · Darkness · Sun
- Feelings
- Loneliness · Fear · Grief
How traditions have read this kind of dream
Psychological
Early dream researchers often linked water imagery to bodily sensation and mood; later psychoanalytic writers read deep water as a figure for what lies below awareness. Modern researchers treat such readings as interpretive traditions rather than findings.
cf. Havelock Ellis, The World of Dreams (1911)
Mythological
Many cosmologies begin with primordial waters — the deep of Genesis, the Babylonian Apsu, the cosmic ocean of Hindu myth — so water often stands for origins, boundaries and crossings between worlds.
Comparative mythology
Chinese traditions
In Chinese poetry water carries time and loss — “all things flow east like water” (Li Bai) — while Daoist texts praise water as soft yet enduring.
Li Bai; Daodejing ch. 8
These are cultural lenses, not a diagnosis.
Dreams that share its images
- The animals fell out of Noah’s ark Zurich, Switzerland · c. 1910
- I could make the summer Zurich, Switzerland · c. 1910
- Armoured horses on frozen rivers Shanyin (Shaoxing, Zhejiang), China · 4th day of the 11th lunar month, 1192
- Evensong without light England · before 1911
- Floating on warm, transparent lakes Paris, France · c. 1900
- Would the fall never come to an end? Oxford, England · 1865 (novel)